sometimes suffering from a great fall makes one stronger. sometimes one takes two steps back so that one can move three steps forward. its not the end of the world when something bad happens, even if its so bad u wanna cry and give up so much. but then, rmb, everything happens for a reason. when u put in real hard work, rewards are bound to come. its no point comparing mini small rewards and getting all battered with scars, just continue to work hard, and wait, the bigger and better reward u always wanted much more than anything else will appear in front of your eyes. it will be like a dream come true.