Now, bad because I and everyone around is tired. Yes Im starting to feel the pressure alrdy, real stress, not from school work, but more from external stuff like friends, social problems or some other matters in life that eventually lead to school work. Everything is linked now. I see the whole picture. For that, I'm grateful how my previous year in J1 ran so smoothly. Last year, I was fully 100% on school work, no big distractions. This year is a different story. If u feel the same way as me too, I think we shld really stand up strong, grind our teeth and endure through these last terrible 8 months. Serious, that is the only way. No pain, no gain. I'm saying all these because I don't want to fight alone. I want the people around me to know how I feel, to know I can feel very emotional, tired and even sound like I'm breaking down, but so what? I can cry and let it out and then become a stronger person after that. So what if I fell down? Besides, people around influence you. If they do not understand how you feel, how are they going to tolerate and console you? Then how are you going to go far? U coop everything up and make yourself explode in the end and ended up regretting in future? No. I know, why am I ranting about all these stuff. But people do sit down and think sometimes, ponder, see the light at the other end of the tunnel, be enlightened and feel very determined. This, can be what makes us reach our goals. Whatever goal in mind.

There is still enough time left. Feb going to March....then there comes November, the moment we have all been working so hard for. I can imagine warriors holding on firmly to their metal shields and glance up at the high brick wall in front of them. The wall may look strong, but who knows maybe if we keep attacking it, soon enough it will collapse. Once it toppled, everything is cleared. Nothing, is stopping you. You made it. Simple as that. Hard work paid off. You look forward to a good future. Since this is the case, shouldn't we just give it our best shot and hit down every single brick of the wall? What is stopping us? Let's go get it, guys.

I know, competition is fierce. But still, do we have to go to the extent of stabbing the people undergoing the same thing around you? The world may be ruthless. It may be true to say that only the fittest survives in this world. But, I don't believe anyone I know is so selfish to the stage where you have to scrap every single part and leave nothing for others. What do you get from doing that? What if you succeed, yes you are happy, but are you going to repeat this whole selfish behaviour for the rest of your life? Then you are missing out a part of life, you, me and all of us. You only live for one person- yourself.

I'm blogging this in a perspective that I am reaching out to everyone out there who read it. I feel this is a very crucial issue. We got to understand people, work with them and make the best out of it. No point hanging aimlessly in life. You got to know what you are doing.

This entire post are true words from my heart.